The Black Hole

by SimplyAubs on November 28, 2009

Yesterday I mentioned that I felt like I have been living in a black hole. Why in the world would I say that?

No internet. No phone service.

Don’t get me wrong, my new place is amazing! It’s beautifully furnished, great neighbors and really feels like home. I have a wonderful roomie who is fun to hang out with, a great cook and an awesome sounding board to all my crazy ideas.

Here’s the not so good part…the phone service is terrible. I have to go outside if I want to have a decent phone conversation. Even then, it’s better if I walk up the hill a little ways. Crazy, huh? Then there is the internet. Or lack thereof. Occasionally, I can pick up an unsecured signal, but it’s really weak and takes forever to load. But, I shouldn’t complain because I don’t pay for it. ;)

All that said, my online activity has drastically decreased.

I feel like I’ve been disconnected from many of the people (friends and family) that I usually keep up with online. I feel like I’m not as “in the know” as I used to be. I feel a bit unsettled.

BUT…I also feel that this has been a GREAT opportunity for me as well. It has forced me to get off my computer and find other things to do. I’m finding time to read books again. I’m outside meeting neighbors. I’m getting out of my computer chair and working out. I’m going to concerts and having people over for dinner.

I still have that “unsettled” feeling, but I’m learning to find balance in my daily routine and online habits. I’ve never been much of a “schedule” person, but now I’m being forced to be purposeful and focused with my time.

Honestly, I think this was exactly what I needed.

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Thanksgiving 2009

by SimplyAubs on November 26, 2009

I can’t believe it’s already Thanksgiving. Where has the time gone? I feel as though I have been in a black hole for the past couple months. But, more on that tomorrow.

Today has been a beautifully difficult day.

How is that possible? Well, as difficult as family can be at times…they are still family. They know you. They bug you. They love you. You belong.

I missed my family today.

But I am thankful for friends and “adopted family” who took me in and made me a part of their Thanksgiving. Granted, it wasn’t like the huge celebrations I remember growing up, but it was wonderful to see such generosity is action.

So…here’s a list. Off the top of my head. What I am thankful for.

-I’m thankful for the generous people who open their home to me (and many others) today.

-I’m thankful for family and friends who love, support and encourage me. (Both online and off)

-I’m thankful that I have a place to live.

-I’m thankful that I have food to eat.

-I’m thankful that I have my health.

-I’m thankful I’m not the same person I was a year ago.

-I’m thankful for a God whose mercies are new every morning. (Lamentations 3.22-23)

This year has been tough. Really tough. But I’ve seen beauty in the hard times.

I’m thankful. Truly thankful.

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Jennifer Knapp is back!

September 18, 2009

*(Please forgive the lack of posting…things have been crazy here. I do have an update coming soon.)
So, I just had to share my extreme excitement. My favorite artist, Jennifer Knapp, is back! How cool is that?! Her first show is September 24th in LA. Wow…I really, REALLY wish I could be there. Hopefully, she’ll do [...]

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Show and Tell Sunday

August 30, 2009

I was thinking I need some kind of consistency on the blog. So, every week I’m gonna have “Show and Tell Sunday.”
This week it’s a few photos from a shoot I did last month. Andy and Rebekah are a beautiful couple that I go to church with. It was a lot of fun spending time [...]

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Maybe I’m Crazy…

August 25, 2009

So, yeah. Maybe I’m crazy.
Why? Well, because I’m getting rid of almost all my stuff.
What? I’m liquidating nearly all my possessions.
Oh, that’s nice…wait, what?
Yup, it’s true. I’m getting rid of it all. For as far back as I can remember, I’ve had a lot of stuff. I find stuff. I collect stuff. I keep stuff. [...]

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Show and Tell

August 23, 2009

Ok, so I know I haven’t been really good about sharing some of my photos and artwork. I’m trying to change that. There are still a bajillion photos I need to upload from my trip to California. But here are a few of the ones I did take out there, with a little twist. Someone [...]

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Umm..wow

August 22, 2009

Stuff like this just amazes me.

Damien Walters`09 from Teymur XXX on Vimeo.

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Chasing Perfection

August 17, 2009

Chasing perfection.
I’ve had this phrase running through my head for about a year now. But the past 2 months, it’s gotten intense.
What am I talking about?
Perfection.
It’s the thing that holds me back…because if I don’t get it “perfect” I’m not going to do it.
I don’t publish blog posts…because they aren’t perfect.
I don’t share my songs…because [...]

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I’m back

July 1, 2009

Well…after a little bit of a break, I’m back.
It really was nice to unplug for a bit and try to refocus. I’m not saying that I have it all figured out, but I’m learning, day by day, it’s all a process.
Be on the lookout for some design changes. I’m excited about a new theme and [...]

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Unplugging

June 10, 2009

I’ve decided to take a few days and unplug. What from? Well…just about everything. Mainly, media. No TV, movies, emails, facebook or twitter. Yes, I said twitter and yes, I know it’s gonna hurt. I’m even going to turn my iPhone off. It’s time for some peace and quiet. To cut out the [...]

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