Laid off

April 6th, I was laid off.

I was the manager of a locally owned tea shop. The news was sudden. No warning. I was shocked. As I left the shop, my emotions went all over the place. I thank God for amazing friends and family who were there for me. They took the time to talk me through things and assure me that everything would be alright.

A few weeks before the news, I had a feeling that there was change coming. I didn’t know what kind of change only that I felt it. Now it all makes sense. You see, I’m a person that tends to resist major change. I want to cling to security…even if it makes me miserable. This characteristic, I believe, is what has held me back from pursuing my dreams. I’m a person who dreams big. I want to change the world. One person at a time. Helping those in need whether it be physical, emotional or spiritual need. I desire to travel the world, bring attention to needs within (and outside) of our country and raise support to eliminate the need.

Mother Teresa gave her life to helping others. She was an advocate for the poor and helpless. Her life was lived simply, yet she impacted the world. Material extravagance was something she did not know, but she did love extravagantly. Her life inspires me. One person can change the world. One person at a time.

Now, I don’t believe that I have to sell all my possesions and move to India to make a difference. I can start right where I’m at. Here in Nashville. Even though losing my job was not in my “plan,” I belive that I have been given a gift. The gift of time, freedom and clarity.

I don’t have everything figured out. I don’t know how I’m going to make money or pay bills. I don’t know how I’m going to travel or when. BUT…I have peace. I have a feeling that it will all be ok.

I have hope…and that is what I cling to.

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